i hate it...i hate it again.....why must it always be me? why am i the only one who have to give in?
the nearer the date, the more i m having second thoughts about the whole thing....am i making the right decision...its just a matter of time before the discussion is on. i do not want to make a mistake...in moulding my future.....why must the feeling comes now....after many years together....i started to think that everything was a mistake or is it am i the one who was not ready for a commitment........
sigh......sigh.....sigh.....sigh.....sigh... :